take a walk on the wild side…
and i was just walking along, cruising to some tunes when it hit me…
on the bright side, at least i’m not addicted to cocaine.
for the record freewrite; 5.12.13.;;;
i grabbed hold of my bootstraps and pulled like hell. like gravity forgot what it was like to feel a pull. claimed land next to a gigantic river just so i could forget everything about her. floated down to the bottom and rested my bones. pretended i was just another stone. played kick the can with the world below. finally got a chance to rest these bones. finally got a chance to catch this breath. i can’t deny it, i’m a mess. can’t deny it, can’t confess. oh, how the stars do call to you. oh, the stars do call to you and they say…
ive been there, i’ve done it all. from the biggest victory to the greatest fall. and all i can say to you- all i can say to you is that someday…we’ll make dust of them all. from the negative to the reluctant. we’ll make fans of them all. and all i’ll do for you is love you and be true. just love you and be true. and i’ll love you if you’re true. some say…
some say we’ll grow from it all. from the box that we came out of and the instructions will be a tell all. and we’ll say everything we’ve ever had to say on a megaphone in a desert. with no one in earshot to judge us. what would we say? confessions, revelations, complications…would we have conversation? we don’t do well under pressure, at least that’s how i measure my life. all those moments when i was a weather cloud with no rain left to give. surely i would float away and fade. then again, the couch does call my name. how the whole world seems insane. to me. and it’s all to me. that i see a truly crazy wire connecting everything together. yet again, it could just be the weather.
and it could just be the weather.
after a conversation explaining the hashtag phenomena to my roommate…
long time no talk, tumblr. i’ve missed you something awful. an awkward pause, my fatal flaw has always been to thrust. an awkward cause, my fatal flaw has always been to trust. and i trust you, tumblr. but, the truth is, its my laptop. its broken. it sucks. i wanna like everything i see. i miss just browsing you. just knowing you.
